Lately i've been doing a lot of "soul searching" i guess you could call it and I've really come to terms with myself. I actually enjoy the person that i am. it's nice to be your own best friend and to be able to enjoy your own company. Not in any sort of vain way because everyone has their insecurities but in a sense of, i'm physically alone right now and i'm enjoying this. And through my life i've noticed i find a lot of unusual things to be gorgeous and interesting. I notice the beauty in things that appear pretty..ugly..i guess. I see through my own eyes so i dont know what would be assumed to be ugly. ya know? things like, big eye brows and pale skin or albino people. Things like interestingly proportioned faces and gauged ears. I do have gauged ears for those of you that dont know. And i dont have them because it's a trend or because i want to be a part of a certain group. I have these gauges because i think they're beautiful. That's why. And i have a thing with noses....most noses are ugly to me. and if the nose is ugly the whole face is ugly. :/ unfortunately. It's just one of those irritations i have. Anyway, just a thought or two i guess.