inspirational things i need to list

So, this morning i woke up with not a single spark of happiness minus the comfort of my dog Pyper laying next to me. So i've decided to force my day into happiness because i want to be happier. I'm listing all the things im grateful for and that make me happy

• music
• my dear family <3
• my pets
• writing
• classic novels
• non-fiction
• my wonderful imagination
• the escapes i have in my head
• being passionate about something
• soft things
• vintage
• 80's movies
• when something or someone loves you
• feeling healthy
• unconditional love
• my mother
• my father
• philosophers
• people who can dream with me
• the way vinyl sounds when the needle hits it <3
• indie music
• smiling
• feeling alive
• the morning
• down pours
• thunder
• lightning
• the gospel
• understanding people
• cooking with Sam
• going to lunch with my mom
• my boyfriend
• people who know my vibe and who i am
• open fields
• oak trees
• sunshine
• singing birds
• small towns
• walking
• mountains
• art <3>
• poetry
• my true friends
• helping people
• sidewalk chalk
• dorky glasses
• feeling intelligent
• learning
• miniature things
• stuffed animals
• being outside
• adventure
• climbing trees
• spontaneous things
• fire (explosions)
• being able to see beauty as an individual
• ugly couples
• creativity enveloping the world
• handwritten letters
• clear skies
• snuggling
• trusting people
• being myself
• people who enjoy my venting and they can vent right back
• a good non-offensive argument
• living with your head in the clouds
• the bohemian lifestyle
• Ohio
• places with beautiful landscapes like Greece or the Netherlands
• the feeling of purity/innocence
• being comfortable enough to cry with someone you love
• the 1800's language. oh how i wish we still talked and dressed like that
• gentlemen
• Witty people
• dry humor
• being happy with who i am and embracing my flaws and gifts
• overcoming a trial
• talking to strangers
• graceful dancing (ballet/modern)
• picnics
• swings
• the inspiration my nightmares and paranoia give me
• cursive handwriting
• typewriters
• megaphones
• screaming to let out a feeling
• not caring what other people think
• doing what i want without worrying about what other people want or will think

Well i feel a little better. I'm making today a good day even though last night was heartbreaking